Saturday, May 05, 2007

12:41:00 PM / 1 comments

I'm at work now looking at my watch waiting for the right time to go home.. I'm so bored & sleepy.. How I wish if I'm at domicile now on my super single bed covering myself with my comforter having my sweet dream.. Lazy bum.. Hahaha..

I did what i'm supposed to do but it still turns out the same. I was being disregarded for almost a week now. I do admit it was my mistake but is this attitude I should be receiving from you!! Do you know I keep holding my phone hoping you to msg/call me but it turns out to be an utterly disappointment. I guess you don't even care.. I don't want to say much. I give up even though the words I say I didn't mean it n don't even have it in mind to do that.. I will just let you decide even i'm in the losing end.. You upset me more than I do..

Oh well on the brighter side, i'm meeting kakak, parents n Faizal(think so) later in the evening.. The dad joins singing competition & today is the ultimate round.. Hopefully he wins..

I'm so famished.. Will have my lunch after work.. Have a wonderful weekend..

. A d e q & S h a h

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

10:59:00 AM / 2 comments

What a long leave I had. From Saturday up till today. But I didn't really enjoy my leave. I have to decide on something that is for my future. It really stresses me out. It even makes me cry. I shall not write what is it regarding. I'm just praying to god hoping this will end soon & make me happy.

Dad bought himself N70 music edition hp. I lioke. How I wish I could buy my N95. Dad was so engrossed with his new phone that he wakes me up at 5.30am to ask me something regarding the phone. ARGGGHHHH disturbing my beautiful sleep. Haha..

I continue sleeping & was awake by my fiance's mum at around 9.30am asking me to follow her go JB. While chatting with her on the phone, she changes her mind. Haha. She's one of a kind. So we continue talking bout a lot of things. We chatted almost 1 hour plus. My fiance's mum just loves talking on the phone as she always alone at home.

Im supposed to go to Mendaki today to settle my school stuff but because the place is too far I decided not to go but to call. Like the same this is what I always get from Mendaki staff that is THE PERSON YOU CALL IS NOT AVAILABLE. PLEASE LEAVE YOUR MSG!! MAKAN GAJI BUTA AGAKNYA!! So bloody piss off. I guess what I have to do is keep calling them & look for this lady by the name of JAMILAH. Hmm hopefully this time I will get her.

Ok I think I shall post later part of my story at night.

. A d e q & S h a h

Thursday, April 26, 2007

11:41:00 AM / 0 comments

Hey guess what.. Today is something special for me. I receive a bouquet of flower from my Manager as it is a Secretarial week. She even treat us KFC. Yummy yummy. Well I do HATE flowers but suddenly I LIOKE them very much that I decided to buy different type of flower to put in my office when it dried up. Hahah.. Those who know me will find this flower tingy im into now is super odd.

Let's talk bout my new colleague i'm working with. She is a nice gal but she has this thing in her head that is BEING CALCULATIVE IN EVERY SINGLE THINGS THAT NEED TO BE DONE. SHE LOVES DOING MY JOB. Hahah. To be frank I cant stand her but too bad I just need to work with her as we are partner...

Now i shall talk about my super baby iman who falls down from the bed from sleeping I guess. Hahah. He must be super LASAK i guess. My mum was so worried but luckily thanks to my lovely bro calms her down. From the way my bro talk to my mum, he seem to be super piss off with his son falling down. That's what my mum told me. Well they(my bro & Sil family) be going to KL this weekend to have fun there plus SHOPPING.. I lioke…. How I wish I can….

I shall stop blabbering now coz I have tons of works need to be done. Tata… Will post soon but now i want more FLOWER.. Help anyone.. Tell me the nearest florist shop..

. A d e q & S h a h

Friday, April 20, 2007

5:50:00 PM / 0 comments

I just have no time to write an entry. I am just too busy with my work. There's a lots of payments that need to be done everyday I come to work. It's so stressful. I totally hate doing payments especially when it comes to voiding of receipt. I just finished doing part of my payment & I need to relax myself so here I am writing a post. Btw I cleared things between me n my new partner. Hopefully this time we will work well.

Yesterday was my fiance's dad 49th birthday. I reached there at 8.15pm and they were still waiting for me & my fiance to eat together. There were total of 7 people in the home. They were his parent of coz, the younger sister, Siti (2nd bro gf) and of coz me & my fiance. Not forgetting Hakim the upper floor neighbour's son. There were a lot of food & I was enjoying it myself. I left the house like around 10.30pm. I was talking crap with his younger sister while he & his mum watch drama TV3. His dad wasn't feeling well so he watched TV at the hall. To cut short, I had a marvellous time.

I read my SIL blog. She was talking about husband should help the wife doing housework & also I was reading the comment that was given by a lot of people who read her blog. I shall say my piece but SIL HOPE YOU GET THIS STRAIGHT. I’M JUST GIVING MY POINT OF VIEW. THAT’S ALL. NO OFFENCE.

MY POINT OF VIEW
Yes I agree that husband need to help the wife but not to the extend where the wife enjoying her beauty sleep while the husband do the household, bathing the baby & cooking. Not forgetting even to do the milk for the baby. I find it curious when the baby pass motion, the wife need the husband to be there to wash the baby butt. Why must it be two people doing that! I just don’t get it. Sometimes it wasn't even the wife who do it. It's always the husband even when the wife just sitting doing nothing. Another example will be laundry. Why do wife need the husband to do the hanging of the clothes when they are a full time housewife where they are at home the whole day while the husband just came back from work & there they are asking the husband doing the laundry. Well I don’t deny my bro is a good cook so I don’t mind him cooking unless you ladies think that your husband not good in cooking.

Well in my SIL blog she was saying that people who say that men can't help wife to do houseworks deserves a tight slap from new generation wife club. Like I say I'm just saying my point of view & I think if she says that she must also have her point of view. I can only say this. I think the new generation wife club are all those who are just plain lazy to do housework, taking care of the baby, still sleeping while the MIL or FIL are awake doing housework & are those who will just wide their legs on the bed for the husband. That is what the new generation wife club is. Those are my point of view. Sorry if it seem harsh to all the wife outside there coz there are some who i see with my own eyes where the wife do every single things that the wife supposed to do.

Ok I think I talk too much. I have to admit that I’m plain lazy also but I don’t think im categorized in this NEW GENERATION WIFE CLUB coz im not married. Hahah

. A d e q & S h a h

Monday, April 16, 2007

11:51:00 AM / 0 comments

I changed my layout liked I told you in my previous post. Now I like my new layout so much.

Lots of things happened. My love life & also my family. I won't write what happen. All I can say is I did something that I myself didn't imagine that I could do it. Now all I can say is I just have to see what next for me. I cant go on like this.

I will post soon. I have nothing to post.

. A d e q & S h a h

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

8:10:00 PM / 1 comments

I changed my layout. I find this layout too simple. Will change soon I guess. Hehe..

Work was too heavy for me. Lots of payment, which is way back behind that I myself cant finish it last Tuesday. Sheeshhh it was so nerve-racking. But no matter what I do like my current job a lot. Thanks to my Lesbo for her help.

Public holiday last week for me wasn’t that good. I have a lot of stuff that I have yet to straighten out. My bro & sil not forgetting my all time favourite nephew were in my house during the holidays. It was super fun. The fun I had with my family was indescribable.

Me & my boo have reconcile things and hope this time we wont squabble again. Im now addicted to his PSP which I gave him for his birthday. I took it from him when he spoilt the PSP. So after help from my bro, im holding it n keep playing it almost every second, minute & hour. Haha.. Even yesterday when I met my boo coz he had some injury at his waist due to soccer, he wanted to play his PSP & I don’t allow it. There was even a part where I snatch from him the PSP coz he had played too long. LOKEK aku. Haha..

Okie I think im talking crap here. I cant wait for weekend. I cant wait to go to the Education Fair @ Suntec. To City gal aka Fyda, no probs it just a small matter. Hope your relationship will be as loving as it used to be. *Muackz*

P/S: Kakak let play the Disney monopoly again. This time I make sure I beat you. :)

. A d e q & S h a h

Friday, April 06, 2007

5:10:00 PM / 0 comments

I cunt afford making another big mistake in my life again, not now. Especially when it is based on my own feeble judgement. Blame me for all you want but i wudn't want the phrase "one bitten twice shy" hit on me hard. Its sad that someone you thought knew you inside out does not actually know you at all. Am i making sense? Heck..

It hurts when you were unappreciated and not understood.

It hurts when it meant something special to you but than it was not taken seriously.

It hurts when they take advantage of you.

It hurts when there's too much empty promises made.

It hurts when hopes are being raised just to be dissapointed repeatedly.

It hurts when they do not LISTEN to you.

Im confused, by the four letter word, L.O.V.E. Someone taught me a total different meaning to it. Another someone made me experience a total different story. Someone else question me about it. Sometimes i don't think it ever exist in the first place.

I was often misunderstood by many. Mainly due to the public's perception of my physical being or maybe from word of mouth. All sorts of things they say, they presume. Some are inadvertently true but some are insanely ludicrous.

Till this very day, i still fear of my past. Im running away from my present. I hope future does not come near.

. A d e q & S h a h